My shadows of hope

Righteous anger, dagger stares, I am hated, they want me dead. Guilt lies heavy on their heads, I am hated, they want me dead. Their hands coated in guilty blood they hate me so much, they want me dead. They preach their lies, filling others with dread, I am so hated, they want my head. Their hate stains the streets with liquid red, nowhere to run, they want me dead. Their minds numbed, by orgasms of death, they want my life, they want me dead. I've run too long, I hang my head shame bleeds cowardice into my breath. I turn around to face my own end, I hate them all, I want them dead.

Life’s thrown us far apart, Like so many different pieces. Like a jigsaw puzzle, That’s been left uncompleted,   You have been drifting apart, And I never even noticed, Like the light that’s been fading, From an incomplete sunset.   I still search the shadows For places where I’ve gone so wrong. We were breaking apart, While I still thought we were going strong.   Why didn’t you say something, To tell me what I was doing. Maybe it could have been different, Maybe I just didn’t listen.   Was it you or was it me, Or was this our big destiny. To be a pair of star crossed lovers, Always together, but forever apart.

I'm cognizantly depressed......no idea what it means.....but there it is...I guess I knwo I'm depressed for no reason, but depressed none the less....There is something badly, terribly worng in my life and its killing me to figure out what it is! Why? What and how are the questions that are making my head feel like digested Burritos.