Mr. John, forever gone

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Mr. John, I'm so sorry.
I didn't know you enough.
I didn't see how this life
was getting to be too much.
How your shoulders drooped
from the strain you were under.
How your mind started to come apart.
One thread at a time.
And how you were less and less present
in your own picture.
How you had seemed to fade
into the background.
And no amount of light
could ever penetrate the gloom
you wore as a blanket,
too young to wear a shroud.
Mr.John, what was it?
How could I not see
that you just werent' able to cope.
With what life was sending your way.
How you were becoming deaf
to everyone who said
that it would get better.
Eventually.
And one day, you were gone.
Never to be seen again.
Or remembered.
Except as a picture
on someone's wall.
I wish I could see you again.
I wish I could have stopped you.
I miss you so much Mr. John.
Now that you are forever gone.

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