Nothing special day.

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Today turned out to be one of those days you know are going to be dull and boring. I wouldn't say bad, cos dull and boring in my dictionary stand for I have nothing to do and nothing to look forward to. And these two conditions add up to me being a lazy mug all day. I woke up at 3.30, having slept finally at 5.00 IST after an alcohol fuelled trwal of the net for whats new, which was nothing. Nothing interesting, i.e. Man, the more news we have exposure to, the less there is that I want to read. Since my roomie was out like a light, I decided to go out and get a light. I bought a pack, and at the door of my flat, realised I had left my keys inside. And since my roomie being a sound sleeper, who prefers closed doors for whatever nefarious dreams he has, wouldn't be budging from his virgin nest that he calls a bed, I decided to instead take a detour to another place I've taken to calling home for the past month or so.

That was Tabish's house. Tabish who? No, Tabish Naseem. Dont mind my jokes, they suck. I know. Point taken and duly rubbished. I actually read a book there. A Jack Higgins pot boiler called'day of reckoning', though it takes place over a whole month.

Getting back to Tabish, i am sure some of you would like to hear more. But as P.G Wodehouse would say, theres no point jumping to the explanation without starting at the beginning, because that would be missing the point. Those who know me, poor sods, would say 'oh tabish' and move on. But I am sure there will be a fair amount of interlopers who would have no inkling of whom I speak, and would fall for my old trap by asking "Tabish who?".

But the beginning can wait for another, I am sure. For now, it is adios, and I know this is an abrupt ending. I would like to leave you fine people with a saying I hold dear.

I like my past to be multiple choice.
- The Joker.

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